I miss you!

I miss you.
 I wish I could see you everyday. Have breakfast together, then I study while you work, you call me at 10' to check up on me, or say you miss me already, or that you'd rather be with me that moment even though we'll eat lunch together, I dont care if you have money and that you can eat in a fancy restaurant, I'll be starving so any cheap place would be fine for me. We'll go see the beach and have Ice Cream, and at 2 we'll respectively return to our boring lives. Then at night we'll go out somewhere nice and calm, and I'll never get over your beautiful smile, your strong dreamy voice, your hands, your cologne, your messy sexy hair, your stare, your touch, your hug...You. We'll lay down in the sand and stare at the moon, while the salted air cuddles us and the soft waves sang for us, for our reunion, our love. We'll get lost in each others' souls. No, that would not a dream. Study and work would be unreal. Cause Reality would be spending time with you, be inseparable, completly out of our minds...
No wait! That's not true. that's still a dream...Oh Boy, I'm hallucinating again! Need to go take my pills !

But for now, we're doing fine, not perfect, not a fairytale, but it's good, it's getting better and better. We talk to each other Twice a day, noon and night , chat or videochat. Once a month or 2 months we see each other in real life, which is way better than my stupid laptop screen...


Oh dear lord, give us strenght. This Long Distance Relationship is driving me craaazyyyyyy ! I gotta admit you gave me the best version of my soul mate that could possibly exist in this universe. So thank you! I really appreciate it. 


I may be crazy, but not lunatic. I'm a Lulu, gotta love the Lulu! Dont try to understand it, it's a feeling. Just flow with it. 
   Be a Lulu like me ;) ! 


I miss you.